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Sometimes this happens with me as I try to give too much, and when I feel I fail, I disintegrate. Recently, I helped a friend with her basset's health issues and since social complications, not of my will or want developed it truly devastated me. Furthermore, caring for her dog wrecked me a lot as well.<div><br></div><div>Then the beagle incident. It really wrecked me, and I had no willing part other than being a conduit, and my actions caused harm to my own hounds. I feel really really bad about my trying to be a good person.</div><div><br></div><div><br></div><div>Back to the cave I go, I must have a curse on me.</div><div><br></div><div>Jax</div> </div></body>
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